she knows a lot about it. I mean she knows what happened and that I still have feelings I cant control. I don't know if she knows how severe they are though. she seems to want to go through whatever it takes but idk. it feels unfair still to me.
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It may be a little unfair that she has to "deal with" you during this time but the fact that she's willing to do that means that she can see through it. Sounds even more worth your time to make it work. It's good that you're being honest with her, you wouldn't be able to make it work if you hid everything. Just don't forget to show her that she's #1 even though you still have lingering feelings.
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some days idk what I want though.
---------- Post added at 06:26 PM ---------- Previous post was at 06:13 PM ---------- btw thank you guys for listening to all my shit |
Yeah, it can be hard to figure out what you want. It's harder when you're already with someone new, and even harder than that when your ex keeps contacting you with her bullshit.
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if I thought I could start over I would and that's the truth.
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I didn't for a long time then I run into her one day and everything came rushing back in
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even the her screwing you over part?
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yes I know what she did to me. I had 16 years with this woman. I haven't forgot anything but I cant say I wont ever not love her either.
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the dick wants what the dick wants :shrug: :dickslinger:
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yeah I guess so
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The dick does love crazy...
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ya know the dick didn't get much with ex so its not that. new g/f wears dick out. feels suck ass. its simple fact I still love her.
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Everything dies with time.
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been 8 months hitting me harder now than it did 6 months ago. I wonder y?
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so more feels. me and new g/f got into it and I left but came back. over her son.
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you tell her that her kid is cramping your style or what?
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no they scream at each other all the time I told her I cant take it anymore.
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Ouch. I don't think I could hang around in that environment.
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Fak. He a teen you said? That must be rough
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teen with no dad. exs new relationship is falling apart too apparently he isn't me. I don't know if I want to go back to that. part of me does but I don't want to be ripped apart again.
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Dont u dare
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well it depends on what she does to try and make it right honestly. shes not just walking back into my life that easy. basically I spoke with my ex mother in law. apparently she regrets everything terribly. I know that's not enough but she spoke to her about getting therapy and trying to start our relationship over. so Im like we will see. saying its the worst mistake she ever made and she caused a shitstorm and wishes she could change it all but figured I wouldn't give her a chance to fix it.
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