Deep thought?
 

Are you happy were you want to be in life? Are you all happy with what you have become, married, did? Would you have changed anything? Serious...

Of course there are changes I would have made, but I really am fine with where I am at, who I married, and what I did. Sometimes I think about the what if's. What if I worked harder at the sports I played? What if I worked on that guitar more? The if's are always leading to become like famous and rich, but looking at the life of a celeb (always bothered by media, fans, so on) I wouldn't want. :nono: So I guess I would love to be rich but not famous :)

Being that i am young i still have the opportunity to change things. However i do regret not putting more effort into sports. I stopped playing baseball for a season or two and i just never caught back up. Football seemed like my thing but i just got burnt out, it takes a lot of dedication to go to practice everyday during summer break.

There are definitely a lot of things I'd do very differently. Even so, I'm happy with where I'm at and I (mostly) don't regret things. I will continue to wish I would work on the things I want to change, while lazily sitting here at AOT instead.

I wish i would have jerked off more. its the only time i really dont give a fuck about anything except busting a nut.